“There’s always room to improve.”

Today is my high school graduation. As much as I’m so ready to kiss all them motherfuckaz goodbye, I will always reminisce about each year I spent at HSHS. From making weird noises at people at the mall to losing all my friends to spending a full day at a rave in the hood to going to rehab to finding love, it’s all unforgettable, horrible, and educational memories. The quote was said by our school principle, and it’s something I constantly say as justification when people say, “you’re fine just the way you are.” Since it’s the summer after high school, 18-years-old, and ready to explore, “the whole world is at your hands, either continue moving forward or start spiral downward” (as my Daddy says). I wanted to blog, because the last time I did I was back in a suicidal state, rock bottom, severely depressed. It’s strange how when the right push is given, you see all the possibilities. So here’s what I’m gonna do to improve. My fucking shoulder is ruined from fake baking..I just bought this sun spot treatment shit that gets rid of skin fungus (like what the hell?) and it requires tanning, so I won’t have these stupid white spots. Even though I’m super sad that I’m 107 (gained three pounds), it’s time to gulp down as many water bottles as possible and start running (I need to slim). Of course, working my ass off so I can start saving money! (and of course buy those designer jeans, retro air jordans, and pierce my back dimples). Also, new recipes to try. This summer is gonna be so much fun, not including summer music festivals, but that’s for another day.